Period..lying low....

dunno why, lately been doing alot of soul searching unknowingly... asking myself wat i want in life, wat to do, wat NOT to do...blah blah....guess is best tat i disappear from my friends at the moment, coz really, there are too many things i need to do for myself.

perhap is the self destructive streak in me tat is coming out again. perhap been doing things against my will(somehow), and felt not enough time for my personnel life. yes...i do need 1.

Things to do for Dec

• Clear my room
• make up lost time wif ricky and sec sch friends
• ang pow for wedding dinners
• christmas presents for family and L's kids
• sort out my life!!!

so for a space of 3 wks, gotta complete these....so tata...