Thinking..trying v hard to reflect...

like i say, this month is a month where lots and lots of stuff go into my mind. lots of things to ask oneself....it might be boring, so...be warned...

What is maturity?

i ask tat to a friend today. obviously...having a r/s problem.
Her Answer: upgrading, economic stable, emotional stable....

hmm...sound rather perfect,isnt it?hiaz...2day, gals are materialistic...but i go for tat! coz i haf a sister too! love and money plays a half/half contribution to a successful marriage. i god damn dun believe love without cash! only a god damn ugly gal and blind man will go for tat...but than again....i think wont too!

to me, mature is NOT being reckless...more conscious bout the future, one's doing....no no...i'm not sayin i am...but at least, i'm aware, and working toward it...due to past mistake....yap...i was VERY immature...

being either or all of the points she given, neither make one's a mature man....(pls...she's not my gf!).

again...i knw of a friend. or some at least...they're willing to wait for the one they loved. when she actually betray their emotional.. a buddy told me,"u dun haf a gf, u dunno...pple sometime get a little bore,and stray abit...juz dun go too far..."yap...dun go too far...so bros...when ur gal wanna drop u to choose...make a decision...than come back to u....my advice....give them a gd fuck, than say bye~

i knw...i'm mean...if i'm a gal, and the guy vice visa...my advice?make them strip and horny, and leave them high and dry...no sex!hahaha...tat's something horrible for guy...hohoho...

pls pple, in a r/s, while u're in love, u can forgive all the shit...but when honeymoon is over, reality step in...and yap...bitter ending

trust me....wait till someone providing u sex like a dead fish...u'll knw wat i mean....

Back wif a Vengence!!!

yes, i'm back from ICT! it was fun! love u bros man! every gathering tell me tat the end is yet to come(wtf?)!!!

this ICT, i felt fuckup, when i saw my Det2 came back from mission....i was lucky to be in admin party, so dun need to chiong mountain. but when i saw u guys back from mission,. tired but proud, i cant help, but felt fuckup! really, should haf suffer wif u guys...

Det2 is a very professional det! i must admit, we might not be as cohosive as the rest. no outing tgt, always mix wif our own friends, but when it come to objective, we always grin throught it! guys, u are all special!

was chatting wif a senior during my admin job, hiaz...really make me think alot, thanks Warrent Goh, he really make me rethink bout life....

ICt is special..y? staying tgt for 2 yrs is hard. everyone is lazy to work for each other. but when we knw tat we haf only 2 wks tgt, everyone did their job to perfection! once again, Guys of 3rd Coy, WE are SPECIAL!(xcept baboh and AA) WOahhahahaha

HL Yong

As i promise, my HL Yong pics...hiaz...how i miss them so...


James on the left, very quiet guy. give him few drinks...wohahahaha....really funny guy!
Jeff on the rite, very proud father of 2 kids..always teach me bout way of life...lol...touch...


3 Geminis!Ferlin, young gal and me! now do u guys believe it, Ferlin is a Lao Chio wor...really, work wif her very stress...old men & young boys all drool at her..and yap, young gal, always tease her china gal...she HATE it!!!wohahaha


Learning how to eat...wohahha


Another pic of me and Ferlin. She's really a funny person lor, cranky as me at times~


Young gal, always listens to my crap...wohahaha...one of my most corrupted disciples!hahaha


And yap, my cute manager, Jimmy....cute wor...hahaha

hiaz..how i miss them so...

Good time...

alrite, i'm out for ict for NOW...mon gg back in for exercise. b4 gg in, i was stress, piss wif everything...now...hmm...feel better. being in ict make me think, relax,free of the world i was in. but soon, i'm gg back again! but at least, for now...i feel much much relax..

maybe tat's y some pple will spend money,load of them go backpacking. getting away from home, work, family...does allow u to recharge one's battery...but fuck, ICT is tough ok...but body stress IS better than mental's one....maybe tat's y....watever~

anyway, glad to be back wif all my bros! muack!love u guys man!